i thought a nap would help my mood but it hasnt

[emothy]

I hate those nights when you feel like everyone's avoiding you. I mean I'm in a horrific babyish spoilt brat bad mood anyway, but still. I'd expect at least two certain people to be on MSN right now, possibly even all four of the people I'm thinking of. I think in the past one has had me blocked for a long while, I think Cathryn's pissed that I didn't reply to her text that consisted solely of "I hate this school, the people in it fucking suck" or something like that yesterday, I'm worried that Cynthia hasn't even checked her email yet, I mean can a person have so little time? I never see her anymore, I really worry.

I don't know what I've done. And the worst thing is, what if I've done nothing? What if I'm just me and that's just not what some people want?