Oh fandom, marry me <3

Nyah, I just love fandoms. I love that new and pretty and shiny can last for ages and something can stay wonderful for so long, and fill my head with all these ideas and inspirations and thoughts and emotions. I know inside I don't want to go through any of it for myself anymore, but to get to watch along with others, in a world where things can be as perfect as you want them to be, it's the ultimate fantasy.

Especially when they hit every kink in the book. Sado-masochism, secrecy, charades, vengeance, a semi-long-distance-relationship, masks, games, tennis, oh the tennis. I can't put it into words, it just makes me HAPPY.

I'm going to go put The Hand That Feeds on repeat on my ipod now. It's their new theme song, after VNV's Chrome.