more of the usual bitching and moaning

I was thinking today, if I wasn't still friends with my (technically) "exes", I wouldn't actually have any Real Life friends. At all.

What does that say about me?

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I've got an appointment at a building society tomorrow to discuss what to do with my masses of monaaaaaay. Hopefully put most of it into something with a high interest rate so I can make some money off this goddamned country while they're taxing it away from me!

Then I have to spend £1000 on new furniture for my parents bedroom. I just spent £200 on the FLOORING last week.

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Work today wasn't fun, but I will admit that being angry made me so full of energy to burn off I got so much work done. I came in and all I got was "it was a mess in here, what happened? The door might not have been locked properly, the fan was on and I know that isn't YOUR responsibility but really it is now, blahblahblah would've done this and that if the DELIVERY HAD BEEN DONE, even though we keep telling you not to stress and if it doesn't get done then never mind coz there's TWO FUCKING DAYS TO GET IT DONE ANYWAY snark snark bitchy comment blahblah."

So yeah, considering I'm only a TEMPORARY, ASSISSTANT manager who keeps getting left alone on the BUSIEST day of the week because Jan and Sue keep "feeling like" they want the days they work OFF I don't think Id o too badly. I haven't been doing this long and they are completely taking advantage of me! They're lucky I do any of it at all, let alone (usually) do such a good job. I FUCKING SORTED OUT THE CARD MACHINE ON SATURDAY WHEN IT BROKE DOWN, I PHONED UP AND GOT A DELIVERY SET UP FOR A REPLACEMENT AND EVERYTHING. I THEN PHONED JAN TO LET HER KNOW AND SHE COMMENDED ME FOR BEING SO SMART AND HANDLING THINGS SO COMPETANTLY!

Yeah I'm having lots of capitals here. I'm still sore over it all. Mum keeps telling me I need a new job, I need a CAREER, and I should go back to college or university or something, but I don't feel capable of it, and it seems rather useless to me anymore anyway. It's like you aren't in the real world, you're just pretending. Qualifications are supposed to get you everything, but they don't in reality. They want experience too, but no-one will give it to you. Everyone's fucking SCREWED.

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I might pop in to a piercing place or two tomorrow after the building society thing. Want my lip pierced NOW. Don't care if I don't have I.D; if I can't pass for at least over 16 if not 18 then I'll want to die of embarrassment anyway so it won't matter. Blah.

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Why is everyone so boyfriend/girlfriend and sex obsessed?