i dont know how i feel. headachey mostly, so nyah stupid moodtheme bullshit crap. NYAH

WHY ISN'T THIS DAY OVER YET ALREADY OMG.

( cut to save your soul )

...

turns out i couldn't even do that. ten minutes of being downstairs and my dad's constant assault on me and why i never smile had me in tears. and i'm sure in a while my mum will be up here asking what's wrong. dad reckons if i can't talk to him and mum, then i can't talk to anyone.

guess i can't talk to anyone then.