ew it's a lyrics post

Doctors tell me that I’m cynical,
I tell them that it must be chemical,
So what am I doing girl,
Cry into my drink I disappear.

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Some go into space, to find another race
Some say it's a waste, and some, they rest their case
I've got love in my own place, to me it's a waste, this chase
I find no trace, in you, in you

You gotta take your time, free your mind
Leaving you and me behind,
Don't you ever cross that line
To where you can't let go...

You have to open up, step inside
A universe within you'll find
You don't have to travel skies
To be aware and know

Somewhere in the haze, I remember a kiss with a taste
Remember the days, when this was a beautiful place
And through this journey in space, it's me who got me amazed
I found no values to praise, in you, in you

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It's funny how I can see someone else losing a friendship and feel so bad for them, and have this ache in my heart for them, just having seen the friendship from an outsider point of view and know what they're losing, or have lost, being able to see how awful it is without even being one of the people, and yet when it comes to me losing friends?

I just think I deserve it. Now I guess you get to decide if that's low self-esteem, or self-pity or whatever.