paper wings
Aug. 7th, 2005 08:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
emothyI think I'm going to try writing in a paper journal again. See if I can do it without getting handcramps after five minutes. I miss writing on paper, I miss that about school.
And there's a lot of shit in my head right now wanting to get out, and I don't want to bore everyone here with it. I don't want to TYPE it. So I wonder if writing it down with a pen and paper might work.
I was reading a journal from two years ago last night, it's full of questions about myself, and no answers. Do I do this because of this? And what about that? And this? And that?
It was odd to read, but familiar. I don't think those worries in that book have ever gone away. One day I might just fill a journal and send it to a random address and let someone I don't know and possibly never will, read it if they choose to. That might be theraputic.
And there's a lot of shit in my head right now wanting to get out, and I don't want to bore everyone here with it. I don't want to TYPE it. So I wonder if writing it down with a pen and paper might work.
I was reading a journal from two years ago last night, it's full of questions about myself, and no answers. Do I do this because of this? And what about that? And this? And that?
It was odd to read, but familiar. I don't think those worries in that book have ever gone away. One day I might just fill a journal and send it to a random address and let someone I don't know and possibly never will, read it if they choose to. That might be theraputic.