emothy | (no subject)

I have not had enough sleep. All last night I sat in this fucking chair and my back was killing me. I put some gel stuff on my back that's supposed to help with muscle pain and it didn't work. I tried sitting a thousand different ways, I tried sitting on the floor. I went to bed and woke up numerous times in pain whether I slept on my back, my front, my side, with me legs stretched out or curled up. I don't know what to do! No matter what I do I'm in constant aching pain, and my parents just aren't going to believe me if I tell them, and won't do anything about it anyway!

It really fucking hurts! And I haven't DONE anything to it!