Up until this past month, with mentions of the genderswap stuff, I haven't touched het in years (with a couple of RP exceptions and those were limited) so I'll talk about it from a femmeslash point of view. :)
Writing slashy porn is awkward for me, and I think it's because I feel more comfortable with femmeslash (or to some extent, het, just because it's easier) and I know that changes a lot of things. I write more porn and it flows better and there's less of an awkward feel it to all. But posting it is different; I feel like it's going to be seen as an extension of my own fantasies (and somewhat Mary-Sue for that) rather than something to be taken on it's own. That's why I'll probably not advertise any of my genderswap to anyone. :x
But touching upon character fantasies would be fun! :D The deeper kinks, the bigger drives, the things they think about when masturbating. And more than the "I want to shag character x" stuff, like you pointed out. But the subversive things and the innocent things and the ideas that make you giggle and the random sexual thoughts that hit upon them throughout the day. Fantasizing would be nice to read.
(On another note. I love to write femmeslash, even if it's not porn, and I love femmeslashy porn without a doubt. Sex is awkward for me to write no matter what, but it's a lot easier to see the porn in my head and to find decent words for it [I think a big part of my reluntance to write porn is the wording :x]. I wish there were more chances for me to write femmeslash so I could explore more of it. And I think I write so much porn for the femmeslash because I write so little of it and want to write more porn. Or something like that. If it makes sense!)
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Writing slashy porn is awkward for me, and I think it's because I feel more comfortable with femmeslash (or to some extent, het, just because it's easier) and I know that changes a lot of things. I write more porn and it flows better and there's less of an awkward feel it to all. But posting it is different; I feel like it's going to be seen as an extension of my own fantasies (and somewhat Mary-Sue for that) rather than something to be taken on it's own. That's why I'll probably not advertise any of my genderswap to anyone. :x
But touching upon character fantasies would be fun! :D The deeper kinks, the bigger drives, the things they think about when masturbating. And more than the "I want to shag character x" stuff, like you pointed out. But the subversive things and the innocent things and the ideas that make you giggle and the random sexual thoughts that hit upon them throughout the day. Fantasizing would be nice to read.
(On another note. I love to write femmeslash, even if it's not porn, and I love femmeslashy porn without a doubt. Sex is awkward for me to write no matter what, but it's a lot easier to see the porn in my head and to find decent words for it [I think a big part of my reluntance to write porn is the wording :x]. I wish there were more chances for me to write femmeslash so I could explore more of it. And I think I write so much porn for the femmeslash because I write so little of it and want to write more porn. Or something like that. If it makes sense!)
And gee, nice to know you feel sorry for me. :p